Next year I am hoping to become so much more focused with my essay writing. I’m going to be in third year and I can’t mess that up like I think I’ve messed up second year. That means no more leaving essays till the night before. I’m going to aim to try and spend at least 5 out of lecturer hours a week in the library doing work and/or reading. I really want to do well, and with the attitude I currently hold that is not likely to happen.
(Please not all this is being written while writing my dissertation proposal which was due in on the 17th, and is going to be my third late piece of work this term)
This weekend will be nice. I’m at home for it, and tonight has been lovely just chilling with my mum and step dad and getting take away pizza. Tomorrow will be nice too as i’m going shopping with them and then for some lunch somewhere. Then in the evening it’s the whole reason I came home, i’m off out for Jennie’s birthday! I’m excited and it’ll be so nice to see her and to go out at home with her and uni friends, as well as some of my group from home.

so hungover right now.
but this is me with sarah, alex and kate before we went out last night.
so many exciting things coming up:
17th may - finish second year
18th may - go home for the weekend
19th may - out for my best friends birthday
23rd may - out for lexis birthday
24th may - out for another friends birthday
25th may - leaving meal with people at uni
26th may - massive party at my house with my housemates cousins and some of there friends from home
29th may - just a general night out
1st june - big mash up last night of second year night
4th june - either going home for summer or carolines party
11th june - hopefully starting a casual placement in a primary school
17th june - blink 182!
21st june - isle of wight festival!
and this is just the beginning of what will hopefully be such a good summer! :)
Today I’ve just had one of those days where i’ve just felt so stressed all day. And I’ve got a horrible feeling that tomorrow will be exactly the same. Actually I think the rest of this week may be up until 12 o’clock on friday when all of this weeks work is done.
After that I only had two more things left to complete then that’s second year over!
It’s that time of year when I have millions of assessments due in during the same week. Not fun. However like normal I have left them all till the last minute and am right now writing a presentation I have to give tomorrow.
Cue by Friday on the last hand-in (of this week) a very sleep deprived me.
Back in Portsmouth now after the longest day ever, was on coaches getting here from 8-3:15. Then I went to the library for a bit before going to the doctors about a pain i’ve had all up the left side of my face, in my left ear and left side of my inside mouth and neck and glands too for about a week now. It started off not so bad but it’s got to the stage where i am in excruciating pain for about 60% of the day and it’s really effecting my day and doing uni work and stuff like that. The doctor couldn’t see anything though so I’ve been referred to the emergency dentist tomorrow which means getting up at 8am to ring to get an appointment.
I wish I was still at home so my mum/dad could look after me and panda to my needs.
Someone hold me.
Just started packing for going back to Portsmouth on Thursday. These holidays have gone so fast, wish I could stay at home for a bit longer as I know it’ll be workworkwork when I get back. I am giving myself Saturday off working though as Im off out on friday night and am going to get so off my face as a reward for doing lots of work, and I have actual work on Saturday night so I need to sleep in the day to recover for that.